To the kid I once was—the one who was so sure about what we would want to become one day—I'm so sorry for feeling so lost right now.
I know you were certain about the path you would like to walk on to, it's just that, it's difficult here. Being the one taking the journey, I realize that this isn't as easy as we once thought it would be—that no matter how definite we were about our goals, there will be times that we will feel so down and blue, and have doubts if it is still worth it to continue. I was also aware of the burning passion within your heart as to what you would want to pursue—I am not distinguishing that flame; it's just that, I'm afraid it would become again a fire to burn me out. Adulthood is exhausting, kid; it's tiring, it's draining, that even on days I don't have anything to do, it's wearing me out. I know this isn't what it's supposed to be, but here we are: just wishing for some break from anything to seek for our soul and peace of mind.
I hope this doesn't make you think that I am taking our dreams for granted—I still have those in my heart. It's just so hard to deal with life these days. All I wish to have right now is some rest.✨❤️🔥
I know you were certain about the path you would like to walk on to, it's just that, it's difficult here. Being the one taking the journey, I realize that this isn't as easy as we once thought it would be—that no matter how definite we were about our goals, there will be times that we will feel so down and blue, and have doubts if it is still worth it to continue. I was also aware of the burning passion within your heart as to what you would want to pursue—I am not distinguishing that flame; it's just that, I'm afraid it would become again a fire to burn me out. Adulthood is exhausting, kid; it's tiring, it's draining, that even on days I don't have anything to do, it's wearing me out. I know this isn't what it's supposed to be, but here we are: just wishing for some break from anything to seek for our soul and peace of mind.
I hope this doesn't make you think that I am taking our dreams for granted—I still have those in my heart. It's just so hard to deal with life these days. All I wish to have right now is some rest.✨❤️🔥