Hey. I’m not feeling great. I’m not okay, either. As i look back over this year, it has been a fairly topsy turvy one. I think there are a lot of things i did right, but there were many things i could have done better. And I know it might look from the outside that I have no reason to be low, but I still am. Whenever there is something big in my life, when I achieve a feat or complete something, I share it here. It’s only fair that I share my low moments too. This message is just to tell you that it can happen to the best of us. There can be times when you just feel like crying, where you just feel worthless, where you feel that doing your best will not be enough and it doesn’t count, either. It might not be the case, but it is what I feel right now. I feel depressed. And it’s okay. It can happen. Sharing this to just let you all know that mental health matters, and in the worst moments of our lives we are not alone. I’m here. I’m listening. I’ll talk about this in a video too, as I look back on my year and evaluate everything I did. But rest assured, i’m here. And I will be, long term. I know mains ready by December could’ve been executed better. I know some things were not optimal. They are bothering me. Maybe in the video i’ll tell you guys everything and how it panned out, but my core message is this - you are NOT alone. I might take longer to reach you, but i’m never away. Just as I am sure that you are here for me too.

Regards.
Shivin.