𝘿𝙪𝙢𝙥 𝘿𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨

𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙖 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚. 𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙏𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙌𝙪𝙞𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙬. 𝙐𝙣𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙢 𝙄 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚?

I want to make beautiful things, even if nobody cares.

When the melody speaks, words become unnecessary

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"Stay humble, for what is given to you by the divine can be taken away just as easily."


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Why does everything slip through my hands no matter how tightly I try to hold on????????????

I don’t know why I feel this heavy sadness, but it’s here, sitting quietly within me. No reason, no cause, just a feeling I can’t explain. Maybe some feelings don’t need a reason, they just are.
This makes me wonder… Was it always like this? Did it pile up over time, or was I never truly happy, just hiding it? Maybe I’ve been holding onto something I didn’t even know was there, or maybe it’s just the weight of life catching up. I’m not sure, but I’m starting to ask the questions.
Sometimes, I just need someone to comfort me when I’m lost in these thoughts. You are reading it, right? I am hoping for you. :⁠0

I’m here, just as I mentioned, we’ll meet on December 31, 2024. You probably already have an idea of what I want to share with you all; it’s about the year 2024 and my thoughts on it.

The year 2024 proved to be challenging for me; however, I attribute this more to my age than to the year itself.
Throughout the year, I often felt lonely and not in the mood. While there were moments of joy, the majority of the time was not enjoyable for me. I was mostly at home, rarely meeting any friends.

But it's fine, I've learned so much this year about friendship, career, sincerity, and many other important things.

This year, choosing my person of the year has been tough. I also hope I could be someone else's person of the year, but there's a part of me that thinks I might be someone's worst person of the year instead. That thought makes me feel sad. I wish I could change it.

Thank you to everyone who wished me in advance. I also want to ask for forgiveness if I may have hurt anyone, even a little. Let’s leave the past behind and focus on creating a brighter future for ourselves. Let’s make resolutions and stick to them, and I hope you will see a better version of me in this new year.
Once again, thank you all, and happy new year to you and your families!🎉 I wish you a year full of happiness , growth and endless possibilities💖💫
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Hi, it's been so long since I last saw you all. I won't say I was busy, just not in the mood. I just didn’t think to write. Well, enough about me. How are you all?

So, what do we talk about now? I have no idea.

I have talked about my life, and now I would like to share my thoughts. This channel was meant for me to express all my feelings, but I still haven't been able to.

Everyone faces similar problems these days, yet we often believe ours is the worst. It's important to accept that some things are simply not meant for us, no matter how hard we try. As humans, we naturally desire certain things, but developing a sense of acceptance can help us find peace. I’ve heard the quote "never give up," and I agree with it. However, sometimes, letting go is the best choice.

We should cherish the people who care about us and stay away from those who want to harm us. Yet, this choice is incredibly tough, and we humans often fall for it.

I believe in letting go instead of seeking revenge.

I’m still uncovering my fears. What could they be?
Is it not achieving my goals?
Is it failing academically?
Is it heartbreak?
Is it betrayal?
Is it losing someone I love?
Is it loving the wrong person?
What are your fears, I'll be happy to know about your fears.

However, I believe we'll be okay. It seems we don't have any other choice.

That concludes today's thoughts. As the year draws to a close, let us reflect on our memories and leave behind any negative experiences. I intended to share this message on New Year's Eve; however, I am unsure if I will be able to post on that day. I will make an effort to convey a brief message then⑅